I try to listen to people when they come to me with their problems. I try to give them advice on how they can maybe make something a little better and hope that it will get better for them soon. I genuinely care about other people. I try to at least.
Today one of my teachers advised me to seek stress management counseling. Last semester I got so stressed with school and everything else that I got sick. This summer it became more severe. With all those kids from theOtaku and friends from school, etc all coming to me with their problems I developed an ulcer. I've already cried like a baby from the anxiety of this semester. That's a warning sign in my head. This is going to be one hell of a semester. I'm worried about this semester. I don't want to seek counseling. I really don't. I'm the one that helps others. Of course, I suppose, my constant worrying over them and their problems and constantly pushing mine to the side to listen to others isn't helping deal with it.
Perhaps I should seek stress management counseling. I don't know. I'm just so tired right now.
Thu Aug 27, 2009 3:52 am by Denial